About me

I am a Canadian man, late ’50s. I have had a triple bypass and have progressively problematic heart disease. I’m diabetic, have two partially herniated discs and COPD. I suffer from dysthymia and generalized anxiety disorder, with two or three episodes of major depression every year. They sometimes last for months. While not officially diagnosed, three therapists have treated me for Complex PTSD.

With the exception of my heart, I have received no useful treatment for any of these torturous conditions in 10+ years.

Once my son marries (this month) I hope to die quietly and be forgotten. I truly believe there is no place for me in Canadian society, a society which fails all but the richest, despite its claims to the contrary. I’d rather be dead than live this miserable life…